R.I.P Michael Jackson

To be honest the death of Michael Jackson is just now really hitting me. He was the man. I think its horrible how people can say such hateful things about him STILL, and hes gone now. AND It's no doubt that Michael Jackson was a very different kind of person but who are we to judge him because we were not there with him through all the hard times in his life. See I have to try to put myslef in his shoes...If all that he went through happened to me, I would probably be the same way. Your a product of your environment. And unfortunately it was his environment that brought him to his death because they put so much pressure on him to be perfect. And today I heard someone say "he died from a broken heart" and thats thats very true. =/ But he will never be forgotten and I know that he knew his fans always had love for him no matter what. And Michael is loved loved all around the world. So you can hate on him if you want to but just know that you probably cant think of anyone who is known and loved more in this world other than Jesus and Michael. And if you know somebody please let me know.

This is my favorite Michael Jackson video



I felt that she did a good job singing this.

He sounded soooooo close to the real thing. And this is one of my favorite songs by him.

R.I.P to the KING!

To be honest....

I been feelin like SHITTTTTT! And my weekend is going to be gone before I know it. Damn. I got sooooo much stuff that I want to do to. Im missing the summer jam =( and I could also be going to a graduation party but I cant cuz my body just won't allow me to do much at all....

And on top of that... ON TOP OF THAT...well Im not gonna go there. LOL! Not yet...

But on the positive side I got this nice email that my dad sent me so im gonna post it here:

Don't spend major time with minor people.
If there are people in your life that
continually disappoint you, break promises,
stomp on your dreams, too judgmental, have
different values and don't have your back
during difficult times...that is not a friend.

To have a friend, be a friend. Sometimes in
life as you grow, your friends will either
grow or go. Surround yourself with people
who reflect values, goals, interests and lifestyle.

When I think of any of my successes, I am
thankful to The Creator
from whom all blessings flow, and to my
family and friends that enrich my life.

Over the years my phone book has changed
because I changed for the better. At first you
think you're going to be alone, but after a
while new people show up in your life that
make your life so much sweeter and easier to
endure.

Remember what your elders used to say,
"Birds of a feather flock together. If you're
an eagle, don't hang around chickens:

Chickens Can't Fly!

Im super silly today.

First I just wanna say Happy Birthday to my wonderful Boyfriend! He's 21 today!

&& I was extra bored today so I made this video of me actin crazy. LOL

And all this occured in the time frame that I was waiting for someone to call me back. LOL!

Kim Kardashian style and cute summer shoes. :)

I love Kim Kardashian's style. She's somebody who I think of when I need an idea of what to where for something that requires you to be extra cute or dressy.

A more casual look.

This dress was so pretty to me. I love this whole outfit.


Even the mama is fly with her Fendi bag. LOL! And I would have never thought to wear those shoes that Kim has on with that but its cute.

Cute Summer shoes that I found on the net:


Me and my friend Ladora call these the Kim Kardashin type of shoes. We love these kind of shoes.

All of these shoes came from Bakers, so if you go on the website you can find them there.

But another place that I came across with these type of shoes was "The Alley" in California. And there shoes looked just like the ones Im going to post below but they costed a fraction of what bakers is charging. So if you ever get a chance to go to california go there because everything is like half price and very good quality to.

Jessica Simpson may not be the best singer in my opinion but the girl has a good eye for fashion I think.


HOT!

I love these!! Those are like all my favorite colors on one shoe. lol! I can see myself in these.


I love this color too.

This is the same shoe as the first one but in brown. But I like this color too.

I just seen these shoes at the mall today too. They as soooo cute.

So yeah, thats that! I want every pair of them shoes. LOL!

Inspired

Ok so I been into the whole fashion of the Harajuku culture for a while. So dont think I got it from the rapper Nicki Minaj who calls herself the Harajuku Barbie. I will admit that when I heard her mention herself as the Harajuku Barbie, I liked it so I did kind of take that from her. And me and Nicki have the same type of slanted eyes because of our heritage. So I felt that it was a good name for myself & one of my favorite clothing lines is Harajuku Lovers. & I actually know what it is to be a Harajuku girl and I have read many articles on Harajuku fashion. I wasn't really up on it until Gwen Stefani came out with her own little Harajuku Crew and then when I saw them I had to do my research...cuz thats what I do. LOL! And I dont necessarily dress like a true Harajuku Girl but I like there look. Its a bit much for my own personal taste, but I do wear the Harajuku Lovers line of clothing from time to time which isn't so eccentric. I can deal with that. ^-^

SO which brings me to this. Next photo shoot im going to do is going to be partly based off of the Harajuku look. But Im going to incorporate the Look of Fafi (and I will explain Fafi in a later posting) characters as well which I also LOVE! The look im over all going for is like crazy, funky, baby doll like. You get it? And I got the best secret location to do it at too! But I can't disclose it cuz its too exclusive right now. LOL! You just have to wait and see. But here are some pics below to show you where I got my inspiration from:

This is one of the Harajuku Lovers ads for their perfume line. And I personally own the one called Music. It smells sooo good.

This right here is another ad that I thought was really cute.

And these girls right here represent the REAL DEAl.
You can find them parading around the streets of
Harajuku, Tokyo any day. Like I said the style is very
Eccentric though. I could never go this far but its cute. LOL!

Very cute I think. ^_^ Or super Kawaii! (Means super cute in Japanese)And they all seem to wear really cute socks to. That's cute!

SO as you can see I have really different taste when it comes to fashion. Although I feel that a lot of the things I like are too risky for me, I still like to look at and talk about them. And A lot of the things I like aren't exactly everyday wear but its good for photo shoots to get a certain point across. Ya digg that??

Feeling blessed

Ok this is my first post ever...so im just gonna write whats on my mind for today.=)

Im feeling very blessed on this day. The sun was out and I was feeling right. All smiles I must say. I spent it went family as I do most of the time now-a-days. My best friends are family members. Sometimes I feel like it would be nice to actually chill with some cool female friends that could actually get along with each other and just hang and be cool just like the old days but, that seems like something that is going to stay a thing of the past. & Over this past year, I have had multiple bad experiences with my "female" friendships so...im kinda letting go of a few of them because I see that they aren't doing me any good to keep holding on to them. SO im just gonna be all smiles and keep it moving because I got my family and thats all I need. (and if you are a friend that you know your like family to me please dont get offended cuz your like family duh! LOL!)

♥Last thing I wanna say: Ok WHY is it that everybody who I used to kind of kick it with are now trying to come back in my life? Like really? What is that? lol When everything is ALLLLL good here comes these people. And its no hard feelings that I have for them but why do people decide that they finally want you after all this time when they clearly had there chance to be with you and didnt take it. I really don't get it. And Im speaking like theres multiple people because there is...LOL! They are really trippen! But Im happy with my current situation and they know.♥

Random quote for the day: "Wisdom is the reward you get for a lifetime of listening when you would have preferred to talk".